It’s real hard to believe that in just 7 months my squad and I will be leaving the United States. Time continues to fly but, in these past few months I have gained so much from learning to trust in the Father’s provision as I go through this season of fundraising and building support.
Raising $16,600 isn’t an easy task and it wasn’t that long ago I had simply wanted to get a second full time job to put every penny towards this trip. Yes… it seemed I would have reached my goal by doing that(while also working myself to death) but, I didn’t realize what I would have missed out on in choosing to do it that way. Things have never gone too well when I’ve put my trust in my abilities and what I am able to accomplish on my own. It is only when I fully surrender and trust in the Father’s faithfulness that I see Him at work and provide in ways that only He can take the credit for.
Beyond money itself, God is accomplishing much more in me than just getting me where I need to be financially. I’m encouraged by the support I receive that isn’t necessarily in the form of money. Because it isn’t about the money and having to step out of my comfort zone in order to speak to people about this trip has been much more than a burden. As I get to invite people to join me in this journey, I know that I have a powerful army praying for my team, our safety and the many people we will reach for His kingdom! Part of it is the reason for this blog. A place I can open up and share how God is at work now and when I’m gone.
The Father has been teaching me to be more present. Not only with the people around me but learning to be present in His presence. I can’t even begin to describe what it is like to prepare for The Race and often it can be all that occupies my mind. With only 7 months left with friends and family, I want to make the most of the time I have. Looking forward, I can already see how emotional I will be having to say goodbye to everyone. But, that is why I want to spend each moment detached from distractions and creating memories that will last.
