This is the start to a year of living in a backpack. This is the start to taking God’s kingdom to the unreached. This is the start of a whole new journey!
As I began to pack for this crazy long journey towards God and His people, it was not an easy task. I was nervous and often paused to take breaks or avoid the task of packing altogether. Was this actually happening? After almost two years of knowing and preparing for this long journey? It didn’t seem real! The realization that I was going to be gone for 11 months began to sink in and I began to have some doubts. The enemy is real and he does not want me going and changing lives for God. However, God was still calling me forward, still beckoning me toward this trip and as I reached Atlanta and was greeted by my squad once again, I felt at home and all my anxiety was washed away.
Although, it was not easy saying goodbyes.
I am leaving behind a comfy bed and air conditioning. I’m saying goodbye to my home with all of its dogs running around. I’m saying goodbye to my routines. Saying goodbye to my “normal.” I’m saying goodbye to my comfort zone. However, these things were not all that hard to give up, especially for a year devoted to a loving and good God.
It was saying goodbye to all the people and loved ones that I am leaving behind that is difficult. Saying goodbye for a year seems crazy and unreal! I’m leaving behind my siblings, parents, boyfriend, and friends knowing that communication might be scarce. I’m saying goodbye to quality time with them or sweet memorable moments for a year.
Throughout my launch here, I have felt an overwhelming peace about going on this trip. I have felt God’s presence with me and close to me. I got to spend a little extra time with my mom before she too had to say goodbye, and felt God working with her and through her as we made our farewells. Not only do I want to be radically changed by God on this trip, but I also want Him to radically influence the lives I’m leaving behind.
This wasn’t an easy task, it wasn’t and never will be easy saying goodbye. However, I know that the outcome from all of this will be extraordinary!
“The LORD is the one who goes ahead of you; He will be with you He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.” Deuteronomy 31:8
With much love,
Laura Leigh Armstrong
