I wish I could deny that for the past 3 years I found myself between a rock and hard place but for now I will spare those details as they are very personal and only a handful of people need to know them and as I write this they already know. The past 2 months have been about me getting out of that place and around the beginning of the process I found myself at rock bottom, I had lost a couple of things that were very dear to me. One in particular had completely wrecked me and had me questioning a lot of things. But during this time I found a scripture that I was able to connect with 1 Peter 5: 6-11 says “Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, so that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your care on Him, because He cares about you. Be serious! Be alert! Your adversary the Devil is prowling around like a roaring lion, looking for anyone he can devour. Resist him and be firm in the faith, knowing that the same sufferings are being experienced by your fellow believers throughout the world. Now the God of all grace, who called you to His eternal glory in Christ Jesus, will personally restore, establish, strengthen, and support you after you have suffered a little. The dominion belongs to Him forever. Amen.”, reading this truly reminded me that I am the creation not the creator. This along with council I recieved in abundance from close friends and mentors has turned the past 2 months from not just a hurtful experience but a wake up call to see the potential that I have in what I can become as a true warrior for Christ.
