God.
I come to you asking for a new pair of glasses.
Not the type you buy at a store, but the type only You can prepare.
I want to see the world through Your eyes.
But lately, it’s been a constant struggle.
So self-centered, it’s a fight to not only see myself.
My problems.
My concerns.
My issues.
I ask that you change me.
I ask that you transform me.
I ask that you provide opportunities of service, to all those around me.
27 years on this earth and the only thing that ever makes me full is You.
And the only way I ever feel You, is when I am serving your children.
I eat. Never full.
I shop. Never full.
I indulge. Never full.
I pray. Never full.
I seek. Never full.
I serve and I can finally feel You, if only for a moment.
So God, I think the glasses I have are broken.
I used to think I was broken, but You don’t make broken things.
So God, help me to see things differently today.
Help me to help others.
Help me to serve You.
Help me to forget about me.
You tell me to be patient, because the glasses are still in Your shop.
Until then, my praise will never stop.
Be patient. Be patient. Be patient.
I’m trying my best.
I pray for Your Spirit to flood my chest!
Because you Lord are the only thing that makes me feel whole.
I want more of You and less of Cole.
