Wow! T-21 days until I head over to Atlanta for Launch. It feels so far away, yet it is so close. Back in mid-October when I applied for the August route, I felt as if launch was 7 eternities away, although it was only 10ish months.
During these last 10ish months, I have felt more emotions that I even thought possible.
Joy. Heartache. Sadness. Defeat. Fear. Anxiety. Love. I’ve cried rivers and laughed deep-belly laughs.
However, in these last few days left before I leave America, all of the above emotions are all mixed together. I would say the time between Training Camp and Launch is the hardest time for every Racer. It’s a weird, weird season where we are excited for what is ahead and ready to be on the field, yet we mourn over leaving home and our people.
But how do I fight this inward battle of my emotions? By giving it to Him. He has been faithful in this transition season. He has been present for every breakdown I’ve had and for every joyous moment that will become a memory. He has silenced every fear and stripped away all anxiety. The Father has given me so much grace, especially when I feel out of place. (Sounds strange, I know.)
I ask that you pray for me, my squad, and my team as we are preparing. I pray that you also give us grace as we are taking it one day at a time. Pray that we will be able to balance our time between prep for the Race and family/friend time. Pray that we would learn to be present in every moment leading up to the Race.
Like I said, it’s a weird transition season, but I am so expectant for what’s to come. Thank you for taking the time to read this blog and allowing me to be vulnerable about how I feeling. Y’all are the best!
Much love,
AC
