Merry Christmas Eve first off! Crazy how time flies. 10 days till I launch on the trip that God has called me too with my team. So pumped to be honest. If there are nerves, they haven’t hit me just yet. So blessed by everyone that has given! I can’t explain to you how much it means and how grateful I am. If I haven’t personally thanked you yet, I promise it is coming. I was telling a friend today, I don’t think I’ve cried as much as I have in my life till this season. Haha no, I’m not a cry baby. It is just overwhelming when you see a large number of funding to reach, and then God comes through at the perfect timing and blows your mind. My trust and faith has grown evermore just through the fundraising process. Truly honored by the fact that there are those that invest in me and believe in the call of what God has brought me to.
Haha someone a little while ago ripped me for not blogging enough. I’ll be honest, I don’t really enjoy the blogging life. Maybe it is a passion that will grow. I hope not lol. I’ve always struggle with communication via text, messaging, or even blogging. Something I truly need to work on. Please forgive me if you are reading this and I haven’t responded to a text from you haha, I am so sorry! Anyways, I bring this up because lately I’ve been pondering on what love is and means to me. Something I think should be often asked in our lives. Love has true meaning in everyone’s life. I think it can mean something different to each one of us. For instance lately I’ve been considering love in the topic of “loving your enemy.” In 1 Corinthians it talks about in chapter 13 how love holds no record of wrong. This verse has super glued itself to my mind. To hold no record of wrong may sound easy to some, but it seems nearly impossible not to recall the pain people have brought you right? But, Holy Spirit has been using this in me to drive my love for people. I want to see the best in everyone, no matter if I know their past or not. It is often so difficult to do. Yet Christ is instilling this deep love for people to love them no matter who they are. That is why I am blogging now. I don’t enjoy it, but I want to love people and I know there are some that love knowing what is happening in my life. I want to say I love you for that, thank you for caring and giving my words a time slot of your day. I promise I will try to be on top of it as best as I can. 10 more days to share the greatest news around the world. And at some point in life, spending eternity with the King of Kings.
