SO much has happened since my last blog post. I was flying high with all the generous donation, then overwhelmed by my ever growing to do list, then I was impatient doubting God and his perfect timing. It has been a whirl wind. Now as I find myself at my first financial goal and 5 short days away from training camp I find myself at a loss for words to describe all that I feel. So brace yourself as I drag you along for a ride through my thoughts and feelings 5 days before training camp.
Okay so like I said I am now at the goal that I spent so much time worrying about and doubting whether I would be able to reach. SO LIKE WOW GOD IS AWESOME AND PROVIDES IN VERY BIG AND REAL WAYS!!!! Time after time he proves his faithfulness to me and each time I am overcome with emotion and gratitude wondering how I could have ever doubted him in the first place. Yet how quick I am to forget that at the first sign of a new obstacle. People say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result. So how about that, I MUST be INSANE to continue to doubt God after he continues to show me how trustworthy he is! So thats it I am self diagnosed as insane ( I know some of you have seen that coming for years).
Now moving on to training camp thoughts and feelings:
Okay so I am totally flipping my lid excited to meet my squad like holy cannoli it is going to be EPIC! But at the same time I feel so unprepared, forget everything i have to pack there is still so much I have to buy first! and due to a mix up with my check i wont have my paycheck from work in time to use for the goods I need! But if I have learned anything to far from this experience I need to keep my eyes on my heavenly father who has brought me this far and will continue to make a way! That being said I am back to being 100% stoked again! WOOOHOOO!!! Thanks for tuning in! 🙂
