Some people are so paranoid, have such a persecution complex, and have such a victim mentality that they think everybody’s coming to get them. Excuse the brevity and irregularity of this post, because my access to the internet has been denied.
Why has it been denied? Because my housemate contributes this to our living arrangements and was finally confronted about his obvious error. Again, just like the situation at school, I unapologetically used the same choice words. Even though I pay for lawn services, I am not going to revoke them.
Am I a victim? Well, in a way, yes. I don‘t want to have conflict, but it blows my mind how someone can be so unaware as to be yelling while playing video games at midnight, knowing their housemate is home and right next door. Don’t have your own place, put yourself in the shoes of the other person. I can’t believe people at grocery stores how, when a new line opens, someone will swoop right in who isn’t at the front of the backed up line next to it. I cannot believe how loud many people are, in general and at places like LA Fitness and movie theaters, with complete disregard for others, thinking it is their personal space and not a community one. I don’t like when I’m expecting a deep conversation and a thoughtful come back when I am driving for Uber, or in general, and it never comes. I don’t like that I don’t even try with “the ones who like me” because I already know it’s not going to work, a waste of time. God’s timing.
These people have the nerve to think they know something and people are after them for it, trying to obstruct their way, and that Christ defeated these so-called enemies, which were timely mentioned again today (Facebook: John Evan Hess). Incredible. What is wrong with this guy, being falsely accused like that, and then the ensuing cover-up, now not getting responses from those who are supposed to oversee it? How could so many people be in on it?
So, while I will continue my growth and hope for their salvation, I will never, ever be sorry for the things I’ve mentioned. And while it would be a major shock to me if I wasn’t launching upon new seas, as so many people still refuse to accept for some reason, that’s one I’ll have to pay.
