Hello my love,
The Lord and I have been talking a lot about you lately. You never fail to be on my heart and my mind. You are a complete mystery to me (an exciting unknown for me to ponder)! You are going to be a fulfilled promise.
You will know all of me someday and I’ll know all of you. Crazy to think I don’t even know what you look like at this point, but someday we will be fully connected: body, heart, spirit, and soul. I am going to give you my whole heart. I am going to look to you to lead me and our children in the ways of the Lord. I am going to share every intimacy with you. I am going to trust you like I never have any human before you. I am going to chose you every time.
But pressure is off, darling, the Lord is the one that is the rock and stability of our marriage. He is the one we will keep our eyes locked on, standing shoulder to shoulder. I never want to be dependent on you. I want us to both rest in the direction and purpose He has for us. We move when He does, we stay when He stays, we wait when He calls us to it. The load is light and the grace is plentiful. We will live in all seasons together.
The Lord and I are growing together a lot these days. Our relationship is becoming more deep and more intimate, daily. I look to Him as the Lover of my soul. I believe we are working on me for me and for you. I am working on walking in health, dismantling insecurity, putting bad habits to the side, and becoming more like Jesus. I will soon be ready to be emotionally connected to you because I know who I am in Christ and am confident in that.
I have saved my heart for you. I am expectantly awaiting your arrival. I cannot wait to give you me. I am proud of how I have kept all of myself for you. Yes, I am battered and wounded, hurt by life in this world, but I rejoice in the purity the Lord has assured I keep. This was once a place of insecurity, but I have come to realize that it was God Himself fighting for us and what we are going to have.
I am already thrilled about all the hikes we will go on, all the times we will spend in worship together, all the people we will serve, all the meals we will eat around the table, all the beautiful babies we will raise, all the successes and failures we will encounter, all the friends we will have, all the time we will weep and laugh together, all the life we will get to revel in together.
I am hella ready for this journey baby! I have a feeling it will be a glory to glory experience!
We are going to explore new creation, we are going to ascend to new heights, we are going to build kingdom, we are going to influence people for the better. We are going to be one heck of a team, powerful and united.
I am already attracted to the Jesus that is in you. I already love every part of you and am willing to work together to better ourselves. I cannot wait for you to reveal your tender and precious heart to me. I cannot wait to learn from you and the revelations you have had. I want to be able to see life through your lenses.
Thank you for living into your gifts and strengths. Thank you for growing in health and pursuing who you are in Christ. Thank you for seeking out maturity. Thank you for knowing yourself. Thank you for serving your future family in these ways.
Let me wash you in truth.
You are a leader, chosen, faithful, bold, humble, a truth-seeker, and confrontational. You find strength in the Lord, you forgive, you walk with Holy Spirit, you give all glory to God, and you take the lowest position.
I am so proud of the man you are, sweety.
I am not hiding from the fact that we will hit hard times. We will disagree. We will inflict painful hurts on each other. There is no way that broken people won’t hurt each other at one point or another. This is the risk. The risk that I am willing to take for the beauty and treasure we will walk in.
I am excited to walk with you and learn with you. I am ready to always come back to the table. I promise to never run, I promise to fight, fight for you, fight for us, fight for our family.
Thank you for the father you will be. Loving, safe, protective, in-trusted. This role is crucial in the little lives we will be given. You are going to kill it! You are sufficient and have all the skill you need to be a great dad! Let’s rejoice in this victory. PS- I hope this will include a dog.
I pray that you are seeking after the Lord with all you got. I hope you are falling in love with our Jesus, that you understand that you are His beloved bride. He is the lover of your soul. I pray for you every night and intercede for you daily.
Buckle up sweet boy, it’s gonna be one heck of a ride. I am beyond excited to begin!
I love you with all I got _________!
Your heart is safe with me.
I cannot wait to meet you.
Love you now and forever,
Brook
