It’s been 8 months since I launched and God is still teaching me so much I didn’t know about myself. Each country we visit has a city or person that holds an special place in my heart. The communities, villages, and people give me restored hope. Over time my ideas, perspectives, and thoughts have shifted. Instead of just knowing God these people believe in God. They have a hunger to go deeper like I have never experienced before. Fears are swept away by the perfect love of Christ. Hope comes from trusting in the Lord’s everlasting promises.
Over the past few months God has been revealing my spiritual gifts and growing my fruits. I so often go after one fruit and forget about tending to all of the others I carry. The remaining fruit becomes rotten. Each time God takes me through pruning, sifting, and growing seasons. Without these cycles I end up killing the tree and begin to wonder where I see God in these moments. I am starting to recognize that spiritual gifts come to me but fruits grow within me. The spiritual gifts I possess reside in me and are irrevocable. Over my time in Asia spiritual gifting and divine appointments are bringing me more awareness. Now that I recognize these things within me I am encouraging, exulting, and challenging comfort levels of others. The reality is we ALL have spiritual gifts. I find great joy when I get to call out or affirm the gifts others carry.
These developments have revealed to me what dependency on God looks like as an action rather than just words. I am filled up with the simplicity of saying yes and asking him to use me. It can be REALLY uncomfortable but it’s so worth it.
Looking back over time from Abraham to every generation after a torch of faith was passed down. Not a single generation missed! Some of us often forget God equipped us and makes us adequate to pass along this torch of faith. God uses the giving tree as an abundant blessing when we choose yes to the appointments he creates for us. Life radically changes when you lay down pride and depend on the Father. Growth comes when uncomfort pushes your spiritual comfort zones. My challenge for you is to love people and use your gifts and fruits.
