I’m still here. What feels like years has only been months and what feels like months has only been days. So whats been happening in life?
My family has been in an month long process buying a home. Theres been thing after thing prolonging this time but we are hoping to finally get the keys today or tomorrow. What this means for us is huge! This means some security for us all in the long run. This means my parents will have a place of their own when they retire and also locking in some property in the Bay Area (which if you know is no small task).
I personally have been in an emotional rollercoaster since being back. Moments of feeling so high and then deep lows that come out of no where that at times las three days. Theres a battle in it all not trying to stay in those lows but also knowing that in those lows there are things that I need to look back on. In those moments it feels like giant waves of things known and unknown come crushing me.
I miss it all. Being able to live in beautiful community (that at times was hard) and serving alongside people in ministry and in everyday life. People who’s hearts are on fire for not just God but the people surrounding them.
Looking to the future
G42 is now 4 months away!!! Ugh I can’t believe it I get mixed emotions just thinking about it. I’m excited for whats to come. I know this will be a time of growth with the Trinity and also a time to build up what God has giving me to pursue, missions though business. To build something that itself will be a “vessel” of sorts to bring Kingdom to the people, community, and neighborhood it will be placed in. God has been working this idea for years (since like middle school or earlier) and I can’t wait to pursue it with everything that I have.
That being said I still need to raise funds for the program. Out of the $10,500 I am currently at $1,534.58 leaving $8,965.42 to be raised! Were off to a great start:) If you would like to partner with me (which would be the bees kneezzz) you can click this link https://www.generation42.org/donations scroll down to March 2020 and under my picture click the donate button:) it really is that easy:).
That being said thanks for taking time off your day to read my blog your the best!
