Getting out of my comfort zone, leaving home, and moving to Thailand isn’t very easy. Not having any type of experience in being on this side of this world and being so far from my parents can really take a toll. It is definitely a culture shock. My squad and I are very blessed to be living in an amazing hostel, where we are all provided with our own beds, plenty of bathrooms, rooftop showers (with hot water), and a kitchen. My first day here I was not doing very well. Nine months is a very long time and that’s all I could think about, and I broke down. I had tried to be strong when leaving and I was, but I had so much emotion built up I had to let it out. Later that day I felt relief. I had no doubt that this is where I need and wanted to be. I really opened my eyes and realized that I couldn’t see myself anywhere but here. I’ve been here for 12 days already and I’ve alreadyseen God move through me.
I’ve connected with my team, as well as my squad mates, they are becoming family. When I was upset they sheltered me. They bought me ice-cream and French fries and made me feel loved. I’m very thankful to have people like them on this journey to make me stronger and hold me accountable.
