For those of you who know me know that the last couple weeks of my life have been both crazy and sad. But they have also filled with Faith, Hope, and Love.
On April 18, 2018 I lost my grandfather. He was an amazing man. Though I am not related to him by blood he (nor anyone else on this side of my family)never treated me any different then the other grandkids. He told me that he was proud of me and pushed me to be and do my best. He would joke about how that me and cousins needed to get jobs that pay a lot of money so that we could take care of him when we got older. He could light up a room and make people laugh all the time. In the end I like beleave/ know that he wasn’t afraid of dieing. He had his faith and he know that he would be with the Lord soon.
On May 5, 2018 we had a celebration of my grandpa’s life. Even though I was about to say good bye (for now) to my grandpa, I was able to look around at family and see how much we all love each other. We don’t always tell each other how much we mean to each other. But that day we were all there for each other. I love you guys all so much.
May 7th and May 9th. On May 7th my grandma ended up in the hospital and she is still in there. She wasn’t feeling good one day and so my mom took her into the Emergency room and has been there since then. They are not sure what is wrong with her just yet, so we wait and see what happens. On May 9th my father had another seizure. He had them on and off for most of 2015 and part of 2016. I had been probably about 9 months since his last one. This one he was at work when it happened and I was there with him just probably 45 minutes before it had happened. With in that 45 minutes I had already left, got home, and was in bed when my sister came into my room and told me what had happened. I was worried because I had thought that he was doing well. When I was with Before I gone home I talked with him. We helped me bring things out to car. Said good bye and left. During this whole time he seemed like his normal happy self. After a little while in the ER he was sent home. He doesn’t remember anything from that day. But thankful that was the only side effect that he happened to have and thankfully he works with people that we able to take care of him. I have hope that they will both get better.
My Faith, Hope, and the Love around me are what is able to help me get through these problems that are put in front of me and on the people that I care about. But if I am being 100% honest I never would have these three things with God. He has given faith in the things that I can not change. Hope for a better tomorrow and love that knows no limits.
Thank to everyone that has been there for family through this storm in our lifes. I it means a lot to me and know to my parents as well.
