19 days Until Launch, 19 days until I start my journey around the World. I feel these 19 days will go by fast. These last few weeks in Wisconsin have been a good time of rest and relaxation to prepare for what is to come. I have been able to have time to rest with God and process all that has happened and is happening. Learning to Rest in God and bringing that Rest with me everywhere I go. It is east to find rest when you do not work and have all the time you need. but to find rest in the chaos that is the part I am trying to perfect!
Moving from Phoenix to Two Rivers, life has changed a little bit. Leaving the Support system that I have had for the past few years has been a change. But having this time with family and making memories with them has been great.
One of the most asked question that I get from people is “aren’t you afraid?” every time I get asked that question all that I remember is all the times God tells us not to fear in the bible. Do I feel fear about what is to come? yes of course I feel fear. Will I let fear or my emotions decide on my actions. No. I sure hope not. I never want my fear to let me miss out on what God has called me to do. I want to face fear head on. I know that fear has no power over me. I am called to great things, to change peoples lives and to impact the world. If I for one second believe that fear or let that little emotion of fear to stop what God has called me to do I let the enemy win.
A lot of my life I have let fear rule my life. fear of what people think of me , fear of the unknown, fear to get out of my comfort zone. But if you can get past that emotion and tell “fear” that it is has no hold on you, you can move mountains. Even moving to phoenix 10 years ago I had fear. If I did not step out and still do it even though I felt that fear I would be in totally different situation than I am right now. I would not have met the people have met, have the relationships that I have now.
I am so excited to see what God has in store for myself and for my teammates on the world race. I cant wait to be used by God and to see how he will change us. I am definitely ready to go. I cant wait to share all the testimonies and I will be documenting all that will happen. Please continue to pray for myself and my team as we prepare our launch.
“The Lord God is my strength, my source of courage, and my invincible army. He has made my feet steady and sure, like hinds feet. He makes me walk forward with spiritual confidence when I face challenges and responsibilities.” Habakkuk 3:19
