Well so I’m currently in Nicaragua.
So right now I’m facing the fact that I only have three months left of the race, this absolutely crazy to me. Honestly I never wanted to go home i just want to stay out on this journey for the rest of my life.
As I learning to turn ownership over to the lord and become a trusted caretaker, I’m free to serve him with no fear. Learning to continue to trust the lord and his plan for the future can be really hard.
In moments or seasons when I believe those lies, Right now I want to make grand plans for my life and stubbornly try to follow them through. But without fail, God always thwarts my plans and reveals both His steadfast love for me and His more perfect plan.
Proverbs 13:25 tell us: “ the belly of the wicked suffers want.” This was one of many times I reached toward the pit for satisfaction that I could not and would not find. If I could just have this… why?
I’m here and have traveled and Seen Christians living completely free and yielding to the Holy Spirit, trusting that God is who He says He is—Provider, Healer, Father—and that He loves us deeply and unconditionally. People who don’t live in a constant state of desire for the next best thing, but instead were totally satisfied in their trust and love for Him.
Like the beautiful people in Ive seen. I found that when I live my life fully surrendered to Christ—trusting His ways over mine and yielding to the Holy Spirit—my appetite is fully satisfied. I no longer need fancy things to give me my worth and what is at best only temporary satisfaction. The Lord is ENOUGH, and my worth is found in Him alone.
Continually trusting the process the lord has me in that wherever I go I can call home.
Bye, Elle
