Gods got our back no matter the setting. I have chosen to pray a very hard prayer that will surly cause me much pain that leads to massive growth. I am praying for My heart to strive through the tough times in life so that when the heat gets turned up my heart will remain the same without getting thrown off beat. The purpose of my direction is to grow into ALL God has for me in and on this earth. I want to allow each and every action that I do be glory to the kingdom and have a purpose to build others up and use what God has done in my life. To be an inspiration to each and every person that I meet.
I desire to change others hearts and perspectives through my actions not just my words. I ask that my heart be protected from spiritual battle and attachments in this time of growth. I know God is always with me and my heart is lead by the Holy Spirit. I long to become everything I’ve been created to become. if pain is what it takes to get there I will willingly walk into the pain in order to find my true fullness and purpose! I spoke with a man this morning that has allowed me to see life through yet another lens. God allows all things and also will reject what he pleases. This mans name is Hector.
Hector has had an open heart surgery 3 months ago and does not really follow the lord. His wife is very active at the church and is such a sweet kind hearted lady. God pointed out to me that even if someone is not really with the lord God has plans to direct them. those whom desire fullness find them self surrounded by men and women filled with faith and spirit. I don’t understand how I felt so connected to this old man. Possibly his words before open heart surgery? Maybe it’s the very under qualified surgeons that he let operate on him? He said that he realized life does not really have much purpose. He went on to say that he felt ok with the long life he had lived 60 years or so. He also mentioned that he had a moment when he was very sad to be leaving his FAMILY. I don’t know about you but that sounds quite like a man after God’s own heart. First off a man that can realize what happens here on earth is not all that important! but he also saw the value in the life he has lived.
(God has created us so that we love one another) the last and only commandment we have to fallow here on earth. I truly believe this man has a heart after God! without understanding who and what God has created him to be. The thing that sticks in my heart about Hector is that in that moment of 50% life 50% death he though of how broken his family will be if he passes. The love this man shows in the final moments of life (he is still living very healthy) just blows me away. If we were to live like Hector did in his last moments of the unknown what would happen?
I believe that our life would not be such a rollercoaster of ups and downs. I truly think that for most of us we only seek the last commandment when it’s our last breaths on earth. What if we all are truly after God own heart and just don’t realize it? until we have no where left to run? I know God has blessed each aspect of our life and wants to love each of us uniquely.
I want to encourage you to reach into your heart and ask yourself ( do I live to love people? should I wait until I’m 60 something and have a open heart surgery? Do I want to live a life that is filled with love for and towards others? Or do I want to seek and seek and seek to end up 60-70 years old in the same place I am today. I want to encourage each and every one to really dig deep into your own heart on your own time to ask yourself am I really after God’s own heart?
I know you will find something you didn’t know about yourself!
It’s time to grow into the love that rests inside our hearts!
Life is not about selfishness of our own sinful nature! it’s about loving the people and the place we get the opportunity to be apart of.
Start today: love is contagious
