One day I was reading Psalm 118 (I’m in love with this passage!) and I decided to write an my on original psalm/poem/song to God. Here it is…

 

O Lord, I praise you

For putting me in this hard place

When I asked for hardship

I didn’t know how fast your would respond

But you have answered my prayer, God

And I thank you for that.

 

Now this doubt weighs one,

I talk about it with people

But you are the only one who

Can truly help me

So God, I sing out to you

Teach me how to trust and obey

Prove yourself faithful to me

As you always do

Show me I can trust you,

Show me your hands, Lord

Just as you did with doubting Thomas.

I know you are good. 

I know you are Sovereign.

I believe these thing, 

But I seem to also be believing in this doubt,

More than you.

I ask that you would use this doubtful season to grow me.

Please Jesus.

I want you to show me something 

that I simply can’t deny is you. 

I promise to wait patiently for you

I love you Lord, and I will continue 

to praise and worship you great name.