This week was honestly pretty great! I personally saw a lot of growth in myself this week. Last week I was struggling with choosing into my ministry/team and believing that God will do what He says He will do and this week I saw improvement in that. I’ve had some great 1on1’s with my teammates that helped. I was given feedback about not choosing into my team and how i would choose into other teams. But this week I actually set aside time to have 1on1’s with my teammates and also with the Lord. I’ve had some great devotional time with the Lord and I’ve seen my relationships bear fruit because of it. I mean, honestly, I’ve had a lot more fun and seen growth in choosing into the Lords will instead of my own.
I also want to share about why it has been hard to choose into my team. Personally I struggled with choosing into my team because I felt like I got picked on. Not like the bully type of way, but rather nit-picking. I would receive a lot of constructive feedback but hardly any positive and it genuinely made me want to choose into other teams that wouldn’t constantly point out my wrongs. This week I decided to listen to their feedback and it’s helped a lot. I also have let my team know that I was feeling attacked and some of them agreed with me and we figured out better ways for them to show me brotherly love and feedback. I have already seen so much growth with my team and also with the Lord because of this. I’m choosing in more at ministry now which has helped me grow closer with the Lord and my brothers.
