Being home is hard. I’m not gonna lie life in America isn’t easy it’s not simple and there is always something going on, which isn’t bad but it’s also something that’s hard. Coming home I was so excited to see everyone, to hangout with friends and to get ready to leave again. It has been all of that and more but it has also been a time of waiting, a time of being happy about being home but knowing I’m leaving these people again makes me truly sad. I don’t like leaving people and I hate goodbyes. This has been a season of just learning to be okay with sitting and doing not a whole lot which is very hard for me because I love working and being on the go constantly. Sometimes I don’t know whether I am empty or if I am just bored really which is kinda scary also. Why I am telling you guys this is because I’m learning to find joy in the blah days in the days I don’t want to be at home and I just reminisce on the race or day dream. It’s okay to have hard seasons and to not really get it whatever “it” is. I think to often then not we get caught up in this and that and we worry about not doing something but in reality all that matters at the end of the day is that we are spending time with Jesus and still rejoicing when we don’t really want to.
Update on my fundraising is I’ve raised $1,800 I still am in need of $1,200 more. So if you’d like to prayerfully consider donating to what the Lord is doing I’d love you partner with you! I leave sept 1st to head to Georgia for more training and then lunch with the squad to head to Costa Rica.
Thank you so much
God Bless!
-Sydney(:
