Well, a season of my life has ended. High school. Those who have gone to Bethesda understand what I’m feeling, knowing that being there was enough. I’m not saying I didn’t enjoy my time in high school, but I’m glad to be done. I don’t have to worry about lectures, homework, tests, etc., for another year. I don’t have to listen to pointless drama while walking through the hallways to my next class. I will miss my teachers and friends, though. I think they kept me going when I really didn’t want to be at school.
Now, I will describe my teachers. Unlike what I’ve heard about public school teachers, mine actually cared about us and showed it. Yes, they were underpaid, but they still came and taught us. They wanted their students to leave their classroom having learned something and wanting to conquer their dreams. They got stressed just like us, but they didn’t show it like us overdramatic students. I could be wrong, but overall, they didn’t vocalize all of their problems. They went out of their way to help us understand and become the best that we can be. They loved us. They showed it in their own way. You just had to find it.
Now, for my friends, they were my rock. Throughout my high school years, I’ve been described as a very steady person. When everyone else lost their minds over the next test, I remained calm. However, I sometimes joined the frantic crowd, worrying about my family and school and so much more. That’s when my friends stepped in. They comforted me when I cried and celebrated with me when I succeeded. They always had an open ear and a compassionate heart. I’m so grateful for all of them. They have shaped me to become who I am. I don’t give them all of the credit, but they played a rather large role.
I will miss them when I’m gone. I know I will make friends on this new adventure, but that doesn’t mean their absence will lighten my mood. I’m going away for nine months, leaving everything I’ve ever known. I won’t see my family on holidays or spend time with them. I know this is what I’m called to do, so I know that these are some of the sacrifices I need to make. I’m scared, but I’m excited. I can’t wait to see what God will do and how He will impact my life and the lives of my teammates!
Please keep praying for me! I love all of you!
