Training camp. Woah. So that happened. It was the fastest & longest 10 days of my life.
I’m not gonna lie, the first couple days SUCKED. It was way too humid, we only had porta-potties (ya girl hates public bathrooms so you can imagine), bucket showers, sleeping in tents, & 50 strangers I was supposed to instantly be best friends with. Yikes.
If you know me at all, the worst part was the 50 strangers. I’m introverted (until you get to know me). I’m the WORST at small talk. And c’mon that’s just a lil intimidating.
BUT
After a couple days of the awkward “trying to make friends” stage, God started to really show up. I started seeing Him everywhere. In everything. My attitude started to change. I no longer cared about being constantly sticky from the humidity. I {almost} didn’t care about the the porta-potties. Freezing bucket showers became my new best friend. & the 50 strangers became family.
For the first time ever I truly felt God’s presence. During worship incredible things happened. People heard the voice of God. Many shared things God was putting on their heart. Some shared their testimony. And everyone shed so many tears (in the best way). It was beautiful. Truly something that can’t be put into words. Hands raised, feet jumping, voices yelling. Magical.
ALSO, during the week I felt this overwhelming feeling of healing. God kept telling me through people & bible verses that He was going to radically heal me during these next 9 months. Heal me in ways & places I didn’t even know were broken. I’m so ready to be completely wrecked and put back together. Painful & beautiful all at the same time.
Yes, training camp was exhausting & weird & crazy. I was uncomfortable and Jesus used that to stretch me and grow me in so many ways. This is just the beginning. I am SO SO excited to travel the world, spreading love, with my new amazing family.
Xoxo,
Han
