When one decides to go on a journey, one does not always immediately understand every implication that follows. Things like goodbyes seem like distant, far off ideas and are often lost in oceans of dreams and mountain-high expectations… But then one finds their self in an embrace. Not just a “see you later” kind of hug, but a “I won’t let go” kind of hug. The kind that seem to still be felt long after both sets of arms have fallen. The kind that make it really, really hard to leave. You just can’t prepare yourself for that.
I have the most incredible people in my life. People I’m gonna miss a whole stinkin lot over the next 11 months. My family are my closest friends, but my closest friends are just like family. But if there’s any one I love more than these, it is Jesus. NOT that I have to leave for eleven months to find him of course, he’s always accessible… but He’s invited me to go on an adventure I simply can’t turn down. Inviting those who have never met him to do so and fall madly in love with this man. The only one powerful enough to speak stars into existence, humble enough to wrap himself in the same skin as those he came to redeem, compassionate enough to embrace lepers, and the list goes on and on. And he invited me to go to the nations, with him by my side.
I can’t describe the emotions that have been running through my mind and body over the last couple weeks. I’ve felt like I wasn’t really able to actually feel much. Like all the emotions just cancelled each other out. It wasn’t until I finished packing and fell face down on the floor, where my mom joined me and just stayed with me through the night… that I felt. I felt the weight.
But still, there is peace. Without a doubt, I am here for a purpose. Even if just to love Jesus well.
Vern, the velociraptor, agrees. Vern, and his buddy who will be introduced at a later time, are going to be accompanying me on this trip. Y’all will get real close.
In TWO days my squad and I will be flying to Spain to begin this journey on El Camino. During launch, we’ve received some additional training and information that has been super exciting but so much to learn and process. Please pray for me that my squad and I will be diligent to execute the jobs and responsibilities we’ve been delegated, well. And please pray that God lead us to those people who need his hope. That we would reach out boldly and with gentleness and humility. That we would be service-minded, always looking for ways to enter in to someones life in a personal way with a readiness to help.
Love you guys, thank you for your support and prayer!!!
Fundraising update: My next deadline is 13k by the end of September. That’s 1344 away. Anything helps, a $5 donation or a $1000 is still getting me closer to that goal!
Thank you, with all my heart.
