Hello Everyone!
It has been a while.
In my last post I told everyone that I was pushing back my launch to January 2019.
Here we are 3 months later and an update is way overdue.
Over the past 3 months things have been good but a lot has happened.
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I moved! I’m still in North GA but as we all know moving has its headaches.
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I bought a car and that was a journey all in itself. I’m so grateful for that journey.
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As friend said to me. I’ve been putting my heels in the ground to keep from fundraising and preparing to leave. (No biggy)
So let’s get to the heart of this post.
Self Sabotage! How. Real. Is. This? Better known as procrastination.
I have prided myself in being able to procrastinate because as any true procrastinate will say I work better under pressure. (Insert fake laugh) because in reality that pressure is a pressure that pushes you to regret, doubt, anger, and sometimes shame. Of course you will have results but not the best. The results from procrastination come from fear and desperation.
So I woke up to this reality when I read this scripture.
And it shall come to pass that everyone who calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.’
Acts 2:21 ESV
It hit me that my procrastination could prolong someone’s ability to call upon the name of the Lord!
Take a moment and let that sink in.
Hear me out Papa is amazing He loves his children and will do anything to get to them but He needs vessels. Me not giving this World Race any effort is limiting my ability to be that vessel. I have no idea the people who are waiting for me to come to these countries and be a picture of the love of Papa.
After reading that scripture I felt my heart hurt because I’m getting in the way of reconnecting Papa with His children. Yes, he can send someone else but he asked me to be willing. I’ve reached a place where I can longer blame it on moving, missing people, fear, or doubt. I know the purpose I want people to feel the contagious love of Jesus. I could possess the smile that will help someone know Papa loves them. I could have the kind words that lets someone know that shame has no power. I could be that vessel that says to the hurt and alone come home. I refuse to Sabotage this any longer.
So I say like Isaiah did
And I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?” Then I said, “Here I am! Send me.”
Isaiah 6:8 ESV
Here I am! Send me! Papa wherever you want me to go send me! Whatever I have to give up send me! Whatever I have to change send me! Whatever hurts that you want healed heal because I want you to send me!
My hearts cry is Papa I love you and I want others around me to experience that love. So I get out of the way and allow you to move through me and come have your way. Cause Here I am Use me, Choose me.
So all of that to let you all know I’m in this journey to be a vessel.
I need your help and prayers.
Please donate and share this blog on any social media and send it as an email because we are partners in this and I want do this with you.
Help me reach the goal of $18,200.
Most importantly cover me in prayer because this vessel really needs it.
Also in have a fundraiser coming up from July 14th – August 14th I will be doing adopt a box. More details to come.
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