Only in Him
I will trust
You will not win
This time, I shall not believe
Here you are again
In your silly games and unfair lies
Satan
I will choose to not wavier
In the hardships
For He is greater than what you can imagine
How dare you mock my God
You hear that?
I’m choosing to trust in the Lord
Amidst my struggles
In Him I find my strength
With all the attacks you send my way
You thought you could get me this easily
You got it all wrong!
Your words are worthless
To me
Your mouth spits
Dark dark lies
You say God’s not good
All of what you say is untrue
Satan
These are things I constantly have to say
I have to remind my heart of the truth
I’m letting go
God, I’m letting you do your thing
I shall not believe my circumstance
Even though Satan wants me to believe otherwise
I know He has a greater plan
Way higher than you can comprehend
There He is now standing in my gap
Await your fate, I say
For He has come to rescue me
His rod and staff comfort me
I will not be shaken
Even when it all comes crashing down
Yet, I will stand my ground
It’s been hard God
Not going to lie
I don’t know what to do
I will trust in you
Even in the fog
I will choose to see from your perspective
In places I can’t see
When I loose my sight and vision
You remind me that you won’t give me something I can’t handle
Yet
I don’t think I can endure this
It seems like too much
Everything is occurring at once
How do I endure this?
How can I trust in you?
I’m without a clue
I feel broken inside
Without you
And
I remind myself
It’s ok to not be ok
Don’t put pressure on yourself
Courtney, rid that expectation you have
I don’t want to live
This lie
Oh but God
This is what gives me hope
You say you are close to the broken hearted
In these times
This I shall believe
Your words are so sweet and kind
Your tender words penetrate my broken soul
Then you whisper to my heart
You kneel down next to me and
You say, that you will give me life
So I believe
I will remind myself that
You are great
Even when I cannot see
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