Since my world became a mix of Portuguese and English the word “love” became such a divider of waters.

My friends from the U.S. love coke just like they loooved me.

And in brazil my community has a strenuous vocabulary for likes and dislikes before ever using “the L word”.

It’s a humorous conundrum.

This week, I found myself writing this blog you are about to read, and noticed how this L word has acquired a loose meaning in my own day to day vocabulary. 

So, as you read my next humble lines, do note that I use the L term loosely.

Love in this blog means admiration, longing, cherish…

Enjoy 

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I fall in love just a little bit love every month with someone new [Someone New – Hozier]

Every month.

A teenager that challenges me to watch my actions in order to be the best example I can

A community that reflects growth

A child that steals my heart

A couple that shows me what I want my future to look like

A host that inspires how a selfless life looks like

A woman who displays the power of vulnerability 

An organization who has flourished 

 

Every month

I fall in love, with someone new. 

The reality is that I said goodbye to most of them, and not “see you later” 

And believe it or not, it gets old.

 

Every month

There has to be a quick turn around

Leave those behind, so I can better serve those ahead

There is no time for pondering

There is the need for excellence

 

Every month 

I find how comfortable I am with goodbyes and with relocating

And every month I find myself longing for a place to call home

 

Every month 

I remember goodbyes will never leave my life 

And every month I ponder the idea of “see you later” 

Hoping for a sign of “what to do next” 

 

Every month I fall in love

Every month I say goodbye 

Every month I get older

Every month… 

Every month… 

Every month…