For the last three months of the race my team and I get the opportunity to work at a special needs home in Quito Ecuador. This is something I had no experience with previously and honestly was a little apprehensive about in the beginning. I have fallen in love with this organisation and my kids and can't imagine it any other way, but boy oh boy am I learning a lot a long the way
Patience
Things take time
– 45 minute walks step by step around the camp
– Eating lunch for an hour and a half
– Putting our shoes on many times to gain those motor skills
These times instead of being frustrating have become so precious to me, I get to spend them with the kids in my class and I get to love on them while we do these things. Why are we in such a rush anyway?
Just go with it
Honestly, we do some weird things. For example in this past month I have taught Spanish (I don't speak Spanish) I have taught music with a guitar. (I barely play guitar) I've held kids for hours until they calm down and rubbed grass and beans on their arms so they can work on their sensory skills. I've taught my kids how to dance. Sometimes I don't understand why we are doing the things we do here but when I forget about myself, it's actually a lot of fun and most importantly I'm gaining the trust and friendship if my kids which is irreplaceable.
Enjoying the moment
It's so easy for me to look back at the race and miss the past as it is equally as easy to look forward to going home and seeing my friends and family. I however know that in a few short months I will be yearning for these times again; holding my kids' hands, spending time with my team and community, restful weekend getaways. So I am trying my best to enjoy right where I am now, waking up early to have quiet time, being intentional with my team, loving my kids even when it gets hard and just really taking it all in before it's gone.
As I will continue to express, I am falling more and more in love with my ministry and my kids everyday and the sweet opportunities and outcomes. While it isn't easy and I come home each day exhausted and worn out, I wouldn't have it any other way.
PS. I have challenged myself to blog about once a week until I come home **fingers crossed** let's do this!
