“I lean not on my own understanding. My life is in the hands of the maker of heaven. I give it all to you God, trusting that you’ll make something beautiful out of me.” 

                                                            -Nothing I Hold On To by Will Reagan & United Pursuit

 

This song has been on all day long and I feel like it needs to stay on until I truly believe it. If I’m being 100 percent honest, Nicaragua has been hard. It’s been so much harder than I thought. I have fully surrendered everything to God and walked into intense vulnerability this month. Something that I have not for one second enjoyed. I’ve had to have some of the hardest conversations ever and most of them have not gone well. I’m trying to stay positive and see what God is trying to teach me in all of this, but right now it’s really hard to see that. So now you know. I will try and post something about the ministry that we did in Guatemala soon, since I know that’s what most people are curious about. Until then, please just pray for me as I’m walking this out and trying to find out what the take away from all this is. Thanks!