I cry
I weep
I lay here on this dirty sheet
Wondering why I’m so sad
So mad
Wishing I could just be bad
Do what I want
Say what I wanna say
Don’t listen to anybody
But I know that life isn’t that way
I hate rules and regulations
I hate being confined to a space
I just wanna be off this leash
And run into an everlasting escape
Why am I so ashamed
Why I am so hurt
Why do I feel this pain
Just jump out of this plane
Get away from everybody
Get away from my mind
Thats what truly haunts me
Is these thoughts that I keep inside
There’s evil all around me
The devil tells me “I still have the key”
I scream “Lord come save me!”
This is my last plea
For help
For peace
For you to come inside of me
Then like a rushing wind
I am refined
I am defined
By my Father
Who made me
Who gives me authority
I will not stand inferiority
