Did you know I was questioning myself?
Did you know that every part of my being wanted to stay home?
That I felt unqualified to go,
to serve.
They must have gotten something wrong,
how did I make it?
I could never be good enough to go,
to show the love of Christ
to
others,
to share the Gospel.
How could I leave my family that I felt could not survive without me.
I felt like the glue holding it all together
and
without me, how would they make it?
Did you know
that the enemy had spoken so many lies to me over the years
that I thought they were
true.
I believed that I was
unqualified,
unworthy,
unloveable,
unable,
never going to be
enough,
and
I had a voice that didn’t matter
to
anyone.
Did you know that in the past two months,
The Lord
has spoken sweet nothings into my ear?
He has invited me into his chambers to just be with Him.
I have spent the past two months spending time with Him there, letting Him love me
and
teach me all over again
who I am.
I am
Worthy to be fully known
Dearly loved (no matter my past)
Full of potential
Able to do great things
A beautiful creation
A light (that will shine)
Called to greatness
A voice ( that matters)
A unique creation
and
Enough.
Did you know your anonymous donation was conformation?
Conformation to go!
Conformation from God saying I have your family.
I have all your worries,
fears,
and
uncertainties.
Did you know?
That God moved through you that day.
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you
to
whoever you are.
