Okay so I really feel the Lord telling me to follow up on that blog where I was talking about picking up my chains. So here it goes.
At training camp they did this thing called soul care where there’s a person who tells you what God wants to tell you and there’s another person in the room who intercedes with prayer over the space and you. Soooo we started with visualizing myself in the throne room and standing in front of the Lord, then they asked me to visualize something or object that represents my sin and so I did (sorry I’m still not comfortable with saying what it was) and then they asked me to ask God what He wanted me to do with it and He said to lay it at His feet. I did and immediately after I did the object vanished.
Further on in the soul care session Jesus took me to a blinding white room and we sat crisscross apple sauce on the ground across from each other. He looked at me with just complete love in His eyes. Soon a closet door appeared to my left. I looked at it nervously, it was mine. All over the door it had signs that said ‘CAUTION’ and ‘DO NOT ENTER’ and ‘DANGER’.
Jesus kept His eyes on me and pointed at the door and said ‘I want that. I want you. I want all of you. I created you for me.’
Jesus then gave me a key and told me to go open it for Him. I walked over and tried to put the key in the lock but I was sobbing so much that i was shaking uncontrollably and couldn’t for the life of me put the key in the hole. Jesus came beside me and put His hand on mine and then His hand went into mine and helped me put in and turn the key. The contents inside the closet were filled to the ceiling and so when we opened it, it avalanched out and everything fell to the feet of Jesus and when it touched His feet it disappeared. He said to me ‘What chains?? What sin?? I don’t see anything, do you??’ and He smiled at me.
He then said ‘ I just want you to receive the freedom in all the fullness that I intend to give to you, I died for this, I died for you to be able to run to the Fathers open arms. I love you that much.’
“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.”
Isaiah? ?1:18? The Lord brought that verse to mind
God had given me some words throughout the 10 days, those words being: Loved, Recieve, Pleased, Prosper, Humble, Relentless, Special, Wanted.
If you guys could please pray that the Lord gives me the strength to resist the temptations the enemy will try and lure me to because I’m doing things for the kingdom also that I recieve heavenly wisdom and for God to throw my pride in the trash.
This isn’t what I thought this blog would be but I hope you liked it 🙂 MANY more to come, I got some GR8 stories to tell.
