This month was hard; the hardest yet, honestly.

It was met with a lot of spiritual heaviness that I had never felt or experienced so greatly before. I spent so many moments calling out to God from a place of desperation, begging Him to hear me. I wanted His presence and nothing else because I knew that was the only thing that would allow me to make it through those moments. Although it was a hard month with many tough moments, I wouldn’t have changed a thing because it allowed me to rely on God alone for my strength.

Each and every time He met me with what I needed. Whether it was rest or peace or joy or strength or perseverance or energy, He provided abundantly. There were extreme highs and extreme lows, but ultimately I am leaving Thailand closer to my Father than I have ever been before.

 


 

Next stop: Cambodia!