Distinguished 

mark of your property

You label everything with forshadowed renewal

you sneak in previews of hidden glory

in the dying.

.

then sings my soul

my Savior

my God

to thee: “how great thou art!”

.

You quench all questions

all doubts

of who you are

as you spin out inpossible things into our experience –

You show impressive dignity

as the flower pedals fall and reveal a small green ball, 

hardly impressive.

.

as the season passes 

so the green ball grows

it grows to blush in the sun.

i grasp your goodness,

i sink my teeth into it.

i taste your love.

.

Each fruit bears a flavor unlike another.

Each  reveal the Fathers desire.

Each for our pleasure.

Each displays His knowledge of each one of us.

Each a tiny experiment for our curiosity to play with.

.

This, is yours.

The whole world.

This was made to make your whole body experience His love.

There are sights that make your heart well up with joy: He created this to feel your pleasure.

There are sounds that make your heart leap up to dance in ways no one can: joy, to hear your heart sing an unwritten song.

There are details that escape the eye, that were placed there just for me to discover.

For my eye, joy: to see what i see and know my heart in ways only He can: joy.

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He displays His majesty for our joy.

To fill our lungs with breath, and life, and pleasure.

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So, when i whisper Jesus, it is with this in mind.

When my heart cries out in sorrow

from the effects of our dead existance in this world – He is there.

Grabbing my hand we run, to a place of peace, where we slow down, 

everything.

We drink coffee

we talk slowly

we listen deeply

we look intently.

.

when i

as a child

with you speak

you claim my words as your identity.

.

you treasure up my words in your heart.

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you do not let my tears fall unseen.

you catch them.

you save them.

You water the garden of hope you’re cultivating for me.

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little black fly,

with yellow spots on your head

you

were made for me.

To make my heart happy.