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People! I’ve got one more day before training camp and the thought of this week’s been, “What am I doing?!” .
honestly.
Because I’ve been going and going and –
Let me back up.
Before finishing my teaching contract and leaving Korea I was 1.Too busy to plan for what i’d do when I got home, and 2.Still praying about what God wanted me to do.
So I asked Him to make me a schedule for when I got home, which He did very well – and He filled up my time and frankly, I’m exhausted.
So im laying here on the couch (cause that’s the area in the house where I can get wifi) and the thought comes again amidst a nauseating wave of fatigue, “What am I doing?!”.
ill tell you:
im following Christ.
no, I don’t do it perfectly; not even near. But until He stops me I’m going to go towards the last thing He seemed to point at, and this is it!
And for the record, He is providing.
in strange and unexpected ways He’s providing. By strange i really mean in ways that frustrate me at times, but I’m grateful that He’s providing.
Which makes me think about my lack of rest…and how I can’t remember even asking Him to provide for that….
So Lord, maybe I need to stop asking just for financial provision and ask for you to provide me with rest. Is it too much to ask you for rest during training camp?
