The day I got tired of me..
I got so sick of the mundane. “The expected”, “The should’s”, “The shouldn’t”
I was going through life as a people pleaser, and not a God pleaser. I was living and not enjoying it. I was afraid of the opinions of others. I just wanted to fit in.. and I fell short every. single. time. Everything I did was never good enough.. I kept trying harder.. to earn Gods favor. I was lost. I was depressed. I didn’t know who I was. I came to a point where I got tired of me.
Tired of it all…
I wanted to give up, but then God made a new me.
That was the day life finally started making sense. I wasn’t just existing. I didn’t just plop on the planet. I had a name! I was a Child of the King! I had a purpose. I knew I wasn’t alone, because he called me his! He told me I was worthy. Not by my own merit, but because of his Grace. I was no longer a slave to my sin..That was the day I got tired of me….and redeemed! I was set free!
And because of my freedom in Christ I just want to tell the World of him, and how much he has done in my life! I just want my light to tell the good news to the nations! Because of Jesus Christ I am who I am today. Without his grace and mercy none of what I’m saying to you would be possible…and neither would my upcoming 9 month mission trip be possible.!
I just want to solely live my life for Jesus, because I got tired of living for me..From that day forward I knew I had to live for him because he gave me it all! There’s no words i could say enough to thank God for saving me.. He’s amazing!
However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me–the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace”.
Acts 20:24
Also I could really use your help! Please if you feel lead to give.. I would so appreciate your support! I’m sending out support letters this week, and starting fundraisers shortly… and I need your prayer and financial support along the way..! If you want to donate to my trip you may on the top of this page where it says donate!
I love you all!
God bless <3
