Hey God,
Firstly I want to thank you that you have brought me to this country and for the ministry that you have provided here. I know that you are so evident in the program KIM and are bringing people to know your name. The people here have the type of love that reflects who you are and serve with such joyous hearts. Thank you for placing me on the lovely team with these amazing people. Also, thank you for letting it be all squad month and getting to know these brilliant people better.
You know how I have been feeling and I am just confused because this ministry and all the opportunities they have for us here should be drawing me closer to you. I feel like I do not know my place or my purpose at this time. I usually have so much energy and am fueled by the people around me but I feel weak and tired constantly. I rarely nap at home and find myself craving one all the time.
Wake me up, Lord. Let me spend time with you and not look for it in others. Draw me out of this confusion and step me into a time of unconditional worship. Put the desire on my heart to seek you in all I do. Let me focus on what is in front of me and not what is in the future. Take the lies I tell myself out of my head and put your words instead on my heart. I am crying out to you. Keep pulling me in especially when I feel like I am standing alone. In your son’s name I pray,
Amen.
