When I started this journey, I thought the hardest part would be passing the timed hike. Then I thought the hardest part would be fundraising.
Staring in dismay at the mountain of stuff on my bed that I’ve been sorting through for 4 days, I thought, okay, packing is going to be the hardest part.
Then last night I had a conversation with my friend, who told me God is with me and He will provide what I need whether I pack it or not. And He will help me if I rely on Him.
So I realized, when it came to passing the hike, I was totally relying on God, praying constantly for Him to strengthen my body because I knew I could not do it alone. And when it came to fundraising…. did I have $18,700? No. Did I have a job that would pay me $18,700? No. I knew I had to rely on God to help me, so I trusted Him to bring in all of my funds, through the help of friends, family, and strangers. And God was faithful to help me pass the test and raise my full funds!
But packing for a trip? That was my responsibilty. My arms doing the work, my choices about what to bring. I didnt pray much; I just stressed, stressed, stressed. But after talking to my friend I realized, this too is something I can and should rely on God for. And I decided to trust Him. Now, as I write this blog, my bags are all packed. Are they way heavier than they should be? Yes. Did I forget something crucual? Most likely. But it’s done, and I have peace, because Jesus is going with me. He will provide for me and carry my burdens. It’s gonna be okay.
I don’t know what the actual hardest part of the Race will be. That kind of freaks me out. (Please, Lord, don’t let it be lice!) But I know I need to trust God with it, whatever it is.
“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7
I leave tomorrow!!! Ready or not, here I go!
