Honestly, I’ve been feeling all sorts of undesired feelings lately.
Fear/doubt/anxiety:
“I’m not good enough.”
“Can I really do this?”
“I’m gonna be so lost and broke when I get home.”
“I have to be perfect, but I’m already failing.”
I know it’s best to stay positive and look forward, and to TRUST GOD.
But I’m scared. I’m so scared I am gonna fail, or be a disappointment.
I’m gonna be moving out of my comfortable apartment in just three weeks, not exactly sure whats next for me, but a lot of change is going to be happening soon.
I WANT THIS. I want to spend a year trusting God, falling more in love with Jesus, seeing God’s power in action, living in awesome community 24/7, traveling and meeting new people every day, making a difference in the lives of others.
I need prayer, I need even more of God’s presence. I need support, and I need to believe that it’s all gonna be more than okay. God called me to this, so He won’t leave me hanging now.
The things of this world are surely stressful, but God overcomes every battle.
As I enter a new season and life transitions, my faith is going to increase and I’m gonna see what it’s like to really rely on God.
It’s not easy to share these feelings but admitting them I think is maybe the first step to changing them. I cannot do this all on my own! Thanks in advance for keeping me in your prayers. <3
