The race comes with its ups and downs. Unfortunately this week has been the hardest thus far. I don’t have the words to write how I am feeling or what all has happened but I wrote this pslam to pour out my heart and emotions to the Lord.
A Pslam of Regan
O God I need you in this hour
How do I grieve this loss
Who do I turn to?
I fall on my knees and cry for your name
Give me the strength to carry on
My head hangs low
My heart feels heavy
My body aches of exhaustion
I have been leading my tribe
through the wilderness
But the light has grown dim
I hold onto your promises
That you will deliver me from this pain
That you will take care of your people
Give me the strength to walk on
Give me the words to comfort those in need
I will continue to sing praises to your name
Let those praises be my strength
Show me a sign of a new season coming
Speak life into my dry bones
Your my hope that flowing water is near
That rest and abundant joy comes after sorrow
O God I will march on through the wilderness
I want to build the walls of your kingdom
Let my eyes look forward
You know the eternal picture
But I can only see what is right in front of me
You know my every thought
I do not have to explain or worry
I come to you with open arms
Hold me close God
Hold my people even closer
Let my will be your will
Let me be guided by your voice
You have anointed my feet to go out to the nations
So I will stay obedient and trust that you are here.
I trust that your goodness will prevail
