January seemed to be the perfect time to leave – everything was set except for the last few details.
But sometimes life throws you curveballs and you have to change course a little. Life threw me a few curveballs in the form of car repairs, car accidents, and the ever present tasks of life. Because of these things, I have chosen to wait to leave for the World Race until August of 2017.
This last month I have had a frenzied heart – I was feeling frantic about leaving so soon, things financially (personal finances), emotionally, and spiritually were simply not coming together. After praying and seeking wise council I felt even more burdened that January was not the time I needed to leave. A phrase that my Mom spoke over me a while back has been coming to the front of my mind this week, she said:
“Don’t let your heartbreak overcome the peace that the Lord has given you.”
She’s one wise woman let me tell ya – I am heartbroken to leave S Squad, it saddens me that they will journey on without me, but I have felt so much peace about waiting the extra 8 months. My heart is no longer in a state of frenzy. It feels peaceful and certain of waiting. I know that this is the Lord because any of you who know me can attest to the fact that I am not a patient person. Our Father has made me patient and I am rejoicing in that. I want to be ready to embrace all that the World Race has to offer, and leaving with a frantic heart is not the way to do that.
In the midst of everything, there are two truths I know:
He is a good God.
He gives good gifts.
S Squad is made up of incredible people who love the Lord. I am grateful that they were a part of my life and my journey. Team rhemas (meaning the utterance of God) is filled with 5 amazing women I was beyond excited to live life with. Throughout the last few months these people have helped to shape me; they have taught me about vulnerability, honesty, workmanship, and God’s never ending goodness towards His people. Their stories are evidence of God’s hand at work. Each and every one of them was a good gift from the Father.
These folks will not be forgotten as I journey forward – I urge you all to pray for them as they leave in a month to serve. They will be doing great things for the kingdom and I am grateful to have been a part of their team.
I want to thank each and every one of you, the support that I have received from people has been incredible. The body of Christ has been so faithful, and I am incredibly grateful. I hope that I did not disappoint you – I pray that you will all wait patiently with me as we see what comes next. I look forward to sharing my new route with you all soon!
*Please note: all funds raised thus far will still be used for my World Race trip.
