In an instant it all made sense. His presence had never been more known. The sweet aroma filled the air. I could taste Him, see Him, feel Him. He moved all around me. My heart flipped violently inside of my chest. I knew in that moment all that mattered.
He loves me.
There is nothing else that can compare. Literally nothing else matters. If I leave this season KNOWING one thing its this.
In Lesotho I realized just how big He was, He showed me compassion and loved me despite my lack of knowledge. In Swaziland I was covered in dirt and doubt He wrapped me in His arms ,called me pure and told me how much He loved me. South Africa I doubted why I was there and and He clothed me in contentment and whispered He loved me despite my doubts. Vietnam I watched everything start to crumble around me, but He covered me with His wings of protection and kissed me with His loving lips. Cambodia I questioned the calling I had received and He told me I was enough, that I was chosen and that He loved me. Thailand I walked in a fog, I let it slip me by but He showed me forgiveness, grace and called me higher all the while telling me how much He still loved me despite my failure. Nicaragua He showed me you don’t have to have anything to offer other than love for one another. Costa Rica when I just thought I couldn’t find the strength to keep going He picked me up and carried me holding me ever so closely and showering me with love. Jamaica I handed over everything and allowed myself to be fully dependent on Him feeling defeated He told me this is right where He wants me relying on Him this is how He shows me His love. Haiti I relied on His presence and His voice to guide me every step of the way, pulling me closer to His chest He leans in and pours His love. Dominican Republic just when I can’t see how I can be loved anymore He meets me right where I am and captures my heart all over again.
I never want to lose sight of the deepness of His love. I never want to stop falling in love with Him. I want to sit and swim in this deep sea of unfailing love forever.
