Whoa! Man, so much has happened since joining The World Race. I kinda thought life would be easy, to be honest. The first month I joined, I kept thinking, “God’s got this. I will trust in Him ever step of the way.” I was on such a “spiritual high” that I wasnt prepared for Satan to attack me. It started out with a dream I had. It was about me coming home one day to my whole family dead and the people who murdered them telling me that I desereved it because I was going on The World Race. The next morning I was scared that my dream would come true. For a little bit, I was like, “If this is what God wants me to do, He will provide,” but I had no motivation to spread the word about my trip. Finally, I realized that I needed to step up my game. Ever since, I have started working harder, because I know this is God’s will for my life, Satan has used my weaknesses of anxiety and unworthiness to attack. This past month, I have felt nothing but anxiety. I then get exhuasted and sad because I know it isnt going to be easy. God has given me the opportunity to go on this trip, but that means that I have to give up comfort. Not only that, but I have to leave behind my family and friends who mean the world to me. I will walk into a time of many unknowns. That is literally terrifying to think about. Yes, I will be lonely. Yes, I will miss my home. Yes I will be uncomfortable. But I know in the end it will all be worth the struggle. I know that I can find strenth in Him through it all. He is all I need and I am worthy to be used for His glory. If you can join me in prayer as I prepare for this trip, I would appreciate it. Also, if you feel led to, you can donate to my trip. I am coming up to my first deadline of $3,500 and am in need of $1,500 to go to training camp. Just click the support me tab on my blog! Thanks in advance!!!!
