Why did I do that?

Why did I start comparing myself?

Why did I let myself feel unequal?

Why did I accept the hurt and lies?

 


 

It started because I was browsing all these other blogs…my Squad mate blogs, future team mate blogs, even strangers blogs. 

I let this little whisper that said,

“YOU CAN’T DO THIS.” into my head. 

It immediately penetrated into my thoughts, I couldn’t get it out.

This list of worries just kept growing:

1. Preparedness
2. Fitness
3. Spiritual growth
4. Finances 

I was allowing the enemy to beat me down and tell me I was going to fail.

Over and over.

I already felt defeated. 

It’s so early on and of course the devil was already using my insecurities against me.

How in the world (literally) was I going to do this?

But then a voice LOUDER than my fears spoke up…

“’My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
2 Corinthians 12:9

The LORD’s power is made perfect in weakness, my weakness.

Silly me. 

God knows me; He knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

Yesterday and today are the first of many attacks I know will come. 

I need to be built up in prayer, fortified in the love and strength of God’s Word, so that I can fight.

1 Timothy 6 tells me to “Fight the good fight of the faith.” 
And I intend to KO the devil in this fight.

Blessing and Love,

Katelyn


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