Something I’m learning this “semester”(I say that because my life really isn’t divided into semesters anymore[PRAISE GOD while I’m at it, for the hundred and twelfth time, that I will never have to fight through another semester of school], but it’s the easiest word to describe this time between graduation and the Race) is not to question God’s voice.
I spend way too much time worrying about whether I’m hearing my own thoughts or other people’s ideas. So much that I usually end up saying, just to be safe, that of course it wasn’t God.
Right now it’s late and I have too many pressing thoughts, so I’ll write more about all of that later. For now, here’s what just happened because I listened without asking thirty questions first.
For my own sanity, I only check my fundraising account on Mondays and Thursdays(and some other days if God tells me to. Like a couple weeks ago on a Tuesday when I just felt like I was supposed to look two days early, and someone had just donated $100). So, seeing as it was 2:19am, I realized it’s technically Monday. I thought, hey, it’s okay if I look even though I haven’t yet woken up to Monday, right? But before the page was done loading, I thought again. No. I can wait. If someone did give me anything, it’ll still be there whenever I get up tomorrow.
But then God says to me, “I wasn’t telling you to check your account, there was a blog post you were supposed to read.”
Oh. Well okay then.
So, I go back to the World Race home page, look down at the four most recent blogs, and somehow knew right away that this one was the one he was talking about.
It was exactly what me and God had been talking about tonight on my way home from work.
I’d attempt to explain, but she does it better in her post…plus it’s almost 3am and I can’t really stay awake to write coherently right now anyways. 😉
