God, can you show me next year?
God, can you show me next month?
God, what about next week?
God, tomorrow?
I don’t have a future, and I rejoice, for I am a son of God.
He has given me the inheritance of His Fervor
Purpose
Journey
Kingdom
Covenant
Knowledge
Commitment
And I have given Him the promise of my Life-Abandonment
Have you been to a bonfire? Do you know how when the fire gets really big and bright, that you tend to lose sight of what’s happening away from the fire. You look at the fire, and your peripheral begins to darken. It’s bright, but it makes the surrounding scene disappear. But if you stand in the center near the fire, and look outward, the light is projected into the environment around you.
My heart is burning. It’s engulfed in this flame that captivates me. It’s demanding. I’m drawn to the fire that’s been set inside of me. But the more I stare at the fire inside me, the more uncertain my surroundings become. But the more I begin to just let the flame consume me, and focus my eyes towards God, I begin to see more clearly. I look not at myself, the keeper of the fire, which clouds my vision, but towards God, the fire starter. That’s when the future becomes clear.
As I get closer and closer to leaving for the race, the fire is getting uncontrollable. I know that God is already working in me and preparing me for the next 11 months. He is also preparing the hearts of people that I will come into contact with. I just know it. It’s a strange thing, burdening for a people you have never met. I leave in 3 months. My ‘old’ life will be over in 3 months. I’m so ready to just drop everything. I’m ready to let the fire inside of me be a light for the people in darkness.
There is a fire set in me.
It blinds my vision.
It brightens God’s vision.
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