The last two weeks have been rather interesting because God has been speaking to me in short sentences or phrases.

He has been moving in my heart and giving me the ability to externalize them in the forms of blogs and journals.

~ He’s shown me to be patient and wait on him.

These past months have been frustrating, as a photographer, I feel I have not been using my photos to capture the essence of the amazing people that I’ve met since leaving home in January. I have myself to blame for not asking God for direction daily.

About 2 or 3 weeks ago, Pastor Moises imparted some prophetic words to many of the world racers during a service. I was a bit skeptical and impatient as I was standing upfront waiting for him to reach me. So I tried to walk away from the front and I stepped back and started taking photos. All along God was just whispering to me……get back up there…dont miss what I want to say to you tonight. So I very hesistantly stood up and left my camera by the wall(just in case I got slain in the spirit or something).

So he reaches me and he covers me with a thin red cloth and puts his hand on me and begins speaking over me in Spanish, thankfully Amalia was translating his words. While I dont remember most of what he said, I did feel a sense of peace come over me.

Here is what I do remember Him saying

~ God has given me unique vision to see what others cant see and to share it with many people. When I spend time studying his word and just listening for his voice that my words will be breaths of life to those around me. I will soar high like an eagle and he will use me greatly.

I started this blog with the intention of sharing something else completely different, so I have no idea where I was heading with these thoughts……Oh yeah….

          This month I’ve become more aware of how hard it is for me to focus my thoughts on anything at all. Though sometimes I even think that my A.D.D is not that bad and that I am just using the medicine as a crutch. But as I’ve begun making myself sit down and write more lately, I’ve begun to realize how incredibly tiring and time consuming it is for me to really figure out what is going on in my head in a semi- coherent manner. I’m relearning the utter importance of being able to journal and sit and just try to hear what God is trying to tell me through my dreams,his word or daily experiences.