This blog post is really a copy of an email that someone sent to me. It was not what I expected as a result to my discouragement; but, surely, God inspired its writing.
Truly, it is touching to know you are terrified.
Not that that terror is there.
But that fear always preceeds the most amazing experiences.
It is then that He is most able.
We stop trying to do what we want to do and let Him do what He does best.
Let Him be food for you when you get hungry.
Let Him be the company when you miss the people you love.
Let Him be the voice when you dont quite know what to say.
It will amaze you how at home you will feel when it is cold and you are tired.
Tired in spirit.
It is true rest as only He is able to provide.
Dont be afraid to tell the people that treat you terrible that it is not their fault.
It isnt.
Enemies try to use people to tell you not to trust in Him.
Tell the enemies to leave and trust The Lord to teach the people.
It is not our place to teach.
We talk, but only He is able to tenderize the heart to take the seed.
Tell the people that treat you poorly that you love them.
There will be too many to tell about.
That is the best advice I have to give.
There will always be tradgedies on that trip.
It was not by His design.
The enemy sowed the tares.
Trust in that.
He will do a perfect job through you.
Just dont let your thoughts get in the way.
Trust the words you say as it was not your choice to say them, but His.
Trust.
