GOD!?…. WHERE ARE YOU!?… HAVE YOU NOT PROMISED ME PROVISION!?
This is what I was literally asking God a week before I was fully funded. I bet He was testing me. NO, I'm sure he was testing me. He does that often. He was probably trying to get me to realize that there has not been one time where he hasn't come through for me. It's crazy how I don't remember the times he's been so faithful and provided for me, in situations that takes me trusting Him. I always use to tell myself I could never trust anyone but God because he's the only one that I can rely on. But in reality I wasn't even trusting him. I always rely on my own strength and or self. That's why when I learned I was fully funded I cried for an hour or so. The holy spirits presence was so tangible and all I could do was cry cause I didn't feel reprimanded, but I felt as though the spirit gently wrapped me in His arms and made me feel secure. For once in my life I felt so secure. Theres is nothing that God can't take care of. This whole time I've never relied on the one who's brought me this far in my life safely and securely. God has finally spoken to my heart. He said…
"Daughter, Heir to the throne, Beautiful woman of God, Joy of my heart… You have all the power to trust me, why can't you just relax and do so? Haven't I proven myself so worthy? Cast all your burdens on me. I am ABBA FATHER, JEHOVA JIRAH, PROVIDER, HEALER, CREATOR OF ALL THINGS, and your PASSIONATE FATHER. Trust in me. For I've promised you the greatest outcome in life. Peace that surpasses all understanding, Long Life, a blessed earthly life. Let the freedom I've given to reign mighty in your life, and cause you to run in faith and in trust."
WOW! I can't comprehend Gods love for me, but I sure to appreciate his love, mercy and grace.
I want to thank all my supporters for your love and your prayers. This journey I began in January has been such an amazing ride with God. I'm sad to say it is shortly coming to an end, but because your obedience to Christ and your giving to my mission I have been able to GROW, MATURE, and GLOW in what the Lord is teaching me. I love you all and appreciate you so very much. know you are all in my prayers and heart.
Love always….
Tatiana ysatis Famania.
