The ordinary of the World Race is definitely not considered ordinary to the “real world”. I’ve found myself in a weird time war, what someone recently suggested seemed “cultish”, and it has be thinking. It has my mind turning with questions like, am I just following another crowd? Am I getting sucked into some Christian trend or fad?
I questioned whether I had been sucked into some crazy Utopian, prophesy praying, tongue speaking, spell casting sort of cult. Have I just been brain washed to think that there is a God who is constantly speaking to me and and who’s given me that authority to cast out demons, heal the sick and raise the dead. Do I really believe that I’m going to come home and it’s going to be okay to pray over the person next to me in the grocery store? Or walk up to a stranger and give them a message from God? Or tell my c0o-worker God showed me a vision for them? To be honest, I didn’t even realize we were acting “weird” until this person pointed out the fact and asked if I thought it was weird. And now that I think about it, we are pretty weird.
No, I don’t think I’ve been brainwashed and I don’t think the World Race is a cult. In the past seven months I have decided to seek the truth for myself and I’ve found that not according to the World Race standards but according to God’s standards I should be a crazy prophesying, demon casting woman of God. How I act seems foolish to the world because I am no longer of it. And I don’t want to stop being radical because it makes people uncomfortable. I believe in more than talking about Jesus, I want to be Jesus. Jesus certainly wasn’t ordinary or accepted. Jesus was a radical. So radical in fact that “when Jesus bids a man, he bids him come and die.” (Deitrich Bonhoffer)
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I’m almost out of internet, so this post will probably seem slightly inconclusive. But this is where my thoughts end for the moment..I have a lot to tell about Mozambique and now South Africa. And hopefully that will be coming very soon.
I absolutely have to let everyone know that I am now fully funded..
No more support necessary!
And I know I’ve said this before, but I cannot say thank you enough.
To my monthly supporters, my one time supporters and my anonymous supporters and my prayer supporters…You are incredible!
