This is all so crazy, in 4 months I will be leaving for an amazing adventure of the World Race. An adventure that will be such a life changing experience.
An experience of letting go of my desires, my plans, and just let the Lord lead the way.
This past week I have sent out my second support letters, really emphasizing that I need peoples help because this is something I really can not do on my own. And it is so easy to be like, "I can do ths, I can do this, and I can do this and I will get the result I want."….
WOAH! Who am I to say that this or that will happen? But God is really teaching me that they really are HIs plans. Multiple times these last 6 months, I have made plans with friends, or events(nothing to do with the Race), and they flopped. And what is more frustrating when something does not go as plan?
Goes as plan…, the Lord has blessed me with organization skills, and planning. Plan for a future success, and you think of the moments of a complete flop, but these months also have been most humbling, when things occured that I literally had no control of.
I can not make me people support me in this mission. No matter who great of a persuasive speaker I am, I CAN NOT do this on my own. And God, GOD not Stephie provided this money thus far. And He is faithful.
This is something I have daily, sometimes hourly, just push a side and just push my trust in Him in this. My dependence I do in this mission and my daily life is all on Him, and truthfully it is freeing in just letting go of what I want, my fears, my insecuritesand just give it all to Papa God because He cares.
He is the God that can do ALL things, He is the God that can soften hearts, and He is the God that reveals simple truths like this to His children. SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
So please come along side me in prayer, ask the Lord to show favor on His servant, and also to pray for boldness and courage when the opportunity arises!
And if anyone wants to support me finacially. I am doing this puzzle, where each peice represents $16.50. Right now I have about 266 pieces put together and that leaves me with 734 left. So if you would want to help in that way please do, every bit of donation helps!
I have 3 months till my next deadline of $7500, which means I am about $3000 away from the deadline. This is going to start getting crazy!!!!
