Is it crazy that the one thing I'm most excited about is getting to see God's creation?

Is it crazy that I'm getting super excited about camping under a star lite sky with no street or porch lights to cover it up?

Is it crazy I can't wait to see how other cultures worship the one true God?

Is it crazy that the country that I was dreading the most has become the one I'm most excited about?

Is it crazy that I'm ok with not having the comforts of living in america? 

Is it crazy I would much rather not take any kind of technology because I want to experience God in a way that doesn't involve tv, cellphone, laptops, video games or contact with family?

Probably, maybe, I don't know. All I do know is that I am more than ready to see what God has planned for mine and his relationship.

Now I will admit that I have been fighting getting super excited because the last thing I want to happen is get super excited and it not happen. 

But God know me and he knows my heart (which is mind blowing in itself)

I mean the God of all creation? He made everything….. And he knows me? Why? I ask this question all the time because I know my sins better then anyone else on earth. God knows my sins better then me and he still wants to have a special relationship with me? After all I've done, thought, and said, God still wants me…..

I mean he doesn't have to, it's not a must, but he chooses to love me enough to send Jesus to die for all the stupid stuff I've done and still do. All my mess ups, all my mistakes, all my attitudes of not caring, and he's still there with open arms…….

Now is that crazy????????????

NOPE!!!!